Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Sunday, August 20, 2006


i've changed my blog to http://inseparable-us.blogspot.com/

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Sunday, August 20, 2006;

Friday, August 18, 2006


just came back from school! had oral just now. alright la. i should say it was quite easy. =) the conversation was about friends. i need to tel them about 1 or 2 friends that i have and something about them. haha.. that time i couldn't think of anyone. so i just said shi jia's name. i dont know why la. her name just flashed through my mind. another topic was about i prefer studying alone or in a group. i said i prefer in a group. actually i'm ok with anything de lor.. hehe.. later got tuition at 6pm. hais.. another stupid timing which i dont like. why is it that its always such weird timing? alamak.. sians.. tomorrow most probably going bugis wif kar hwee. need to get something from there tomorrow. actually i dont reali feel like going de. exams coming u know! but then i doubt i can reali study in e afternoon too. i will be so damn tired and sleepy~ right now, i want sleep aso le. from mornin until now i'm sleepy. morning is bcos of e medicine effect. now i think i'm probably tired~ *yawn*

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Friday, August 18, 2006;

Wednesday, August 16, 2006


last few weeks was so busy with dnt stuff! oh man.. i could see everyone panic at the last moment, burning midnight oil in order to finish their folio. last sunday, i slept at ard 5.30am in order to finish as much as i can. oh my god!! i was already sick before that, and stayin up at night to finish my folio make mi even sick. on mon, the dnt room was in a mess. everyone rushing here and there trying to get their tings done. most of the people got the word 'dulan' on their face. they seemed so pissed off while doing their work. my artefact reali sux man. dont want to talk about it anymore. my folio was around 80% done le. stil left quite a few: analysis, research on selected problem, time frame. dardar was with me everyday after my hard days of work. keke.. really thanks him alot. he accompanied me throughout the night, talkin to me on the phone while i was doin my folio. i didnt sleep he aso didnt sleep. really is ben nan ren hur? lols.. but thanks wor. xD today in class during class contact time we played a game. it was so fun! haha.. we nid say numbers, until multiples of three of those with number 3, we cant say them. if we said, we nid unbutton one of our buttons on our uniform. i'm so clever, of cos never kena lo. hehe.. alisa is lucky ok! lols.. by right she should have her 3rd button unbutton by then, but we gave her chance as she's bit new n of cos, WOLS. lols.. that game is really fun~ n exicitng. but need to play fast then more thrillin la. if not its not really fun liao le. actually 2day i gt oral. but in the end mine was postpone to friday due to my cough n bit of sore throat. just now went see doctor. actually i hate see doctor. but cos i tink need mc for my oral, and aso, i wan my voice back! so went see doctor lo. hais.. there are so many people waiting sia! that moment i wished dardar was down there. dont know why. lols.. think cos last time he was waiting with me too. bt my mum was at least there too. =) i got 2 days mc.!! today n tomorrow. hohoho.. now after eatin medicine, i felt so drained. not really as in sleepy, but whole body no strength. oh man, now typing is like using how much energy to type sia. today got tuition also, but change to tomorrow. v. sian lo~! i rather today than tomorrow. hais.. finally tomorrow can rest. in e end need go tuition. saded.. but if tomorrow i come home and eat medicine, i'm still not feeling well, i might consider not to go tomorrow. i go aso usesless, whole mind only think of my bed. lols.. alright~ now try go do my physics worksheet. finally found it. and if i'm goin school tomorrow, i'll hand it in n explain to ms yong. sec 4 life is so stressful~

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Wednesday, August 16, 2006;

Thursday, August 10, 2006


alright~ came here blog again. actually wanted to blog ytd. bt din haf much tym. keke.. tis few days, most of e tym is spent wif my dardar. keke.. tym always fly wen i'm wif him. hais.. simply hope tym wil stop! howeva, gd tings always end fast! ytd, initally, we were supposed to watch fireworks. bt in e end, cos yc cnt make it, we cancelled it le. saded sia! grr.. yc la.. last min ps us!! tt psk!! hurmph! he claimed n say tt elaine din go n so he nt goin le. wen yc say he nt goin, dardar aso no much mood go le. more over, we dun reali noe hw go. scared lost ar. i onli rmb last yr durin ndp i walked thr b4. bt tt is so long ago le! i onli rmb bit. den dardar say he dun reali noe aso. so in e end we nv go le. we aso dun feel lyk squeezin wif so many ppl down thr to watch e fireworks. so in e end stayed at dardar hus to watch live instead. actually wat i wanted to watch was e parade. cos i missed last yr ndp!! sob sob.. all those music durin e parade esp e goh de is stil e same! wah.. i reali feel lyk goin back to e ndp. last yr, all of us were hopin fer ndp to arrive. cos we wan end it fast! every sat we haf to go fer e trainin instead of shoppin. kena scoldin etc, instead of havin fun! bt rite nw, i reali hope tt i cn turn back e clock, n go back to e trainin again. even though thr's some ppl in thr which i reali detests. their so 'humble' n e way tey tok is so friendly! hahahaha.. i tink ys feel e same way as mi too. n 1 ting i muz praise myself!! haha.. i stood so long durin e ndp last yr!! i cnt blief it man! haha.. wen i watched, i was kinda amazed too. woow.. stood down thr so long, waited fer pap ppl come, members of parliament, etc. n finally president!! den waited fer it to go down n observe. haha.. so long! i was so fit rite?! stood so long w/o faintin. hahaha.. stayed at dd hus til ard 10pm n went home after tt. din feel lyk takin bus home. cos its so late le. n aso bit scary huh.. so decided took cab. lols.. =x 2day in e mornin woke up ard 11am. after tt worked on my dnt again. i was so lag bhind!! i saw alisa n sj tey all do until so many i c liao so stressed cn! omg.. reali nid brush up liao le. saded.. ard 3.30pm went fer tuition. was quite quiet down thr cos bit stressed up on dnt n aso dun reali understand tt topic. tuition tcher kept callin my name. haha.. usually i wil asked quite alot qn bt 2day i din. i tink somehw or rather he notice it la. den 2day he kept cor my name. aiyo.. i duno e topic wel wan ans him aso cnt la. i nid tink so long cn! wat acid + base gif wat shit. i aso duno which is base or carbonate. hmm.. tcher told us abt angels n devils too. quite interestin. he xperienced n saw it himself!! haha.. den aso asked us in a r/s, hw far wil we go etc. i'm so innocent k, of cos wun go so far. some mre i'm quite conservative. keke.. after tuition alisa n sj asked cher abt dnt. i stil doin e front part. nth much to ask. so went off 1st. my sis wan eat e famous amos biscuits. so went jp helped her buy. i'm such gd sis hur? lols.. bought old chang kee tings to eat in e end i felt lyk vomittin. i hate it cn! omg.. e feelin is terrible! after tt went brought my sis to my grandma hus n nw i'm home! nid to do my dnt again. mayb sat tcher ex student gona help mi wif dnt stuff aso. hohoho.. gd gd!! cn help mi draw etc. my drawin is so lousy! xD den mayb sun followin my tcher go church c hw it reali looks lyk. =) xplore ard aso. muahaha.. tis few days reali gotta b a bz days fer mi! nid to rush thru my dnt! sian ar!! pls help mi!!

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Thursday, August 10, 2006;

Monday, August 07, 2006


i'm so damn tired nw! oh man.. reali nid a gd rest. n.. i noe i've been slackin! wy always tried to knock some sense into mi to ask mi continue study. i appreciate wat she did la. cos tt's 1 way i cn onli study ma. i din went fer geog mock test n got scolded bt alot ppl. hais.. sians.. felt so guilty nt to go. bt since i din study, go aso useless. jiu nv go le. ate at 163, den went plaza buy spray paint n went back sch do dnt. e workshop is so empty! nt bad la. as if e workshop belongs to u. hohoho.. bt after tt alot ppl liao. dnt is quite fun la, bt den if duno hw do, it's so sickenin!! grr.. nw i haf to do so many tings. i din noe i haf 2 drill e plastic wif e wood. oh shit. die liao la.. hais.. tmr i'm goin kbox!! e day i'm lookin forward to! lols.. so happy at e thought of it! after tt gonna go do my folio. hohoho.. look forward to tmr~

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Monday, August 07, 2006;

Saturday, July 29, 2006


2day mornin went help my dad wif his business again. i was quite tired so din tok much to e customers. oops.. den down thr gt ppl treat mi eat ice cream!! muahaha.. den e stupid guy. i stil duno his name after knowin him fer so long. -.-'' he say he jealous gt ppl treat mi nv treat him. haha.. too bad! bt den i dun lyk go my dad thr. thr's 1 guy last tym i say he indirectly wan gt no. frm my mum tt guy. i saw him in gers toilet! omg.. i was waitin outside e toilet waitin fer my turn den i saw him came out. i was lyk shocked lo! bt den i din say anythin la. he smile at mi den i juz force a smile to him. den i walk tt tym he keep look at mi. oh man.. hair wil stand man. waited fer my mum to come n fetch us. its lyk yrs man! so long!! she came n we went to haf our lunch. hohoho.. after tt mi n dad went home while she went study. reach home it was rainin so heavily!! oh man.. was kinda upset n pissed off by e weather. stupid weather. i wan go out den it rain so heavily! in e end i went take a nap den told dd wen he goin out den cor mi. in e end wen he cor mi was 4.30pm! oh man.. so late. at 1st dun reali wan go out. no mood go out liao. so late. bt in e end kh cor mi den i went down le. haha.. c.. kh.. u shuld feel fortunate n honoured k~ haha.. i'm ur laopo leis. xD went dwn bugis wif dd. he came down n find mi again. hehe.. wen we reach was ard 6.30pm liao. so late rite? yea.. i noe. bt we wan buy zx bdae present ma. bt in e end i din buy. sian lo. i went thr onli buy 2 hair bands. lols.. i wan buy shirt de. normal tee. bt din c any. sians.. went back plaza find kel n yc. met yc cos wan eat dinner. kel is cos of some ting. grr.. so ma fan lo he! eat finish went buy sweet talk drinks. dd wan drink mango yoghurt bt dun haf le. oohh.. so sad.! =x haha saw markus tey all aso. so late stil dun wan go home ar! haha.. tmr zx celebratin her bdae. tey gonna ice skate! too bad i duno hw. hehe.. plan to haf a mini celebration fer her on mon. at 1st i told tem i cnt make it cos i nt free. nid go visit my relative. bt kh say juz 5 mins wil do. den ok lo. if nt she gona cry again!! haha.. she use tis to threaten mi go jp ytd. baddie huh? haiyo.. juz reach home n i'm waitin fer hair to dry! den lata go slp le. if nt tmr no energy! hohoho..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Saturday, July 29, 2006;

Friday, July 28, 2006


hehe.. 2nd post of e day~ went tuition juz nw. learnt abt lights. after tt gt a tok wif tutor. duno y suddenly wil say dao tt topic. he was askin us whr we wan go after graduate all tis. den i tink sj told him she feel lyk slpin all tis. den he say she's runnin away frm stress. den i told him i would choose nt to do anythin. den told him recently i reali gt mood swings. duno y. hais.. den he say cos of stress. he say in psychology, thr r 3 types wen come to handle stress. --> fight, flight n fright. he say i'm fight n fright. juz down thr dun feel lyk doin anythin n nt doin it. told him b4 tt i gt tink of givin up. c all my grades reali dampen my mood to continue study. hais.. luckily dd thr to encourage mi carry on. aso gt mrs lim. she seems nv to gif up on mi. he say normally tis ppl end up in depression. oh man!! depression leis.. cn u imagine in e yrs or months to come, i suffer depression? oh no!!! i wun wan tt. ytd i aso mood swing. den ke lian dd.. i gave him attitude. luckily he nv blame mi. if i tink other guys, we would haf quarrel or even broke off long ago. hmm.. dd even cn let mi scold him. tio sot huh? lols.. bt i reali fortunate to haf dd wif mi. xD i tried to keep to my promise to continue study. bt deep in my heart reali veri 'men' i duno y. wen tutor tel mi all tis tt tym, i reali feel lyk cryin. bt i din. cos gt ppl thr. dun wan let ppl c my weak side you mei you? wen i tel sl abt it, i aso gt e urge wan cry out. bt of cos i din~ wan let ppl noe actually i strong de k. hmm.. tmr mit dd again. muahaha.. actually everyday gt mit la. bt den find 1 day fer ourself ma. hehe.. cn c him wo jiu hen kai xin le. no matter wat troubles i haf, it seems to disappear suddenly.. juz nw after tuition went watch 'the lake house'. infront was so sian!! den after tt it's so sweet~ in e end e guy din die~ bt watch liao alot loopholes norhx. haha.. bt in e end was a gd endin jiu hao. both of tem happily livin tgt. some more so sweet!! haha..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Friday, July 28, 2006;




ytd din haf tym to post. so shall post it 2day~ durin pe we played captains ball again. competin wif eileen's grp. it was nt a veri gd game lo. cos tey al play cheat in e end nt happy wif us. wth?? tey all is lyk, givin e ball directly 2 e person infront of tem leis. nt throwin lo. if nt tey simply pass here n thr. in e end, we wan stop tem frm doin tt, givin tem pressure. tey nt happy. dots! den eileen was down thr nt happy. den we of cos aso nt happy liao la. bt e game continues. in e end we won~ haha.. bt of cos, lj n cy was inside our grp. durin chi lesson i fall aslp again. too sian liao la e lesson. dun allow us do other tings. jiu slp lo..after tt gt eng lesson. tey were tokin on a topic abt 20 yrs later. eg: 20 yrs later, hu wil b ex convict? haha.. den come a topic askin 20 yrs lata hu wil b e housewife, hu tinks tt family is more impt thn career. suddenly tey all shout my name. ehh! haha.. i wun de k. i wun wan b housewife. tt's nt my zuan yi. xD even though family aso impt to mi la. bt den i aso wan a career of my own! i wouldn't wan b a 'huang nian po' k. lols.. waitin fer husband gif mi $$ buy tis n tt. oh man~ haha.. after sch went home le. sl came my hse. after tt went plaza ate wif her jiu go home le. oh ya.. bought my spray paint aso. bought blue n pink. fer kids ma.. tis 2 colors best fit le ba? hmm.. at nite went fer tuition. cleared e topic tt i duno. marcromolecules. LOL.. was quite contented tt i noe le. bt if i were to ans qn, i scared i duno. so.. nid more practise!! as fer 2day.. nth much in particular. mornin physics lesson we did xperiment. i dun even noe hw set up! hais.. practical idiot sia. saded.. at 1st planned wan change tuition tym wif e tutor cos wan go kbox. i damn long din go kbox le. wan go. bt den tink alisa dun wan change. cn c clearly she dun feel lyk changin norhx. den some mre cnt b selfish. cos i wan go kbox den go change ma. jiu nv le lo. bt e timin i reali hate alot. 4-6. haiyo.. wonder lata physics wat he gonna teach. hmm..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Friday, July 28, 2006;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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